So the only way i'm going to beat this is if i keep myself in check day by day. About 3 months ago i broke a fifty day long streak without PMO, and then fell deep down into that pit again. This is something i want to, and have to break. I've had enough of the addiction, urges and cravings, and frankly the lust that this addiction is. This is at point zero right now. Tomorrow will mark day one. It's time to let it go and fall away.