I got sunburned due to not having my hat on while working outside as an after school teacher for about 40 minutes. I felt the pull to edge and act out to cope with the pain and disappointment I was feeling. Thank you Aloe Vera. Noticed while at work I focused on my female coworkers faces as well as their breasts before my porn induced fetishes began so I'll take that. Before I would feel embarrassed to being attracted to women as I reboot but now after reading from this forum of other guys who experience the same thing so I know I'm not alone or weird in feeling/thinking this. I noticed I feel no shame and feel good I felt no shame compared to other times I've rebooted and felt the same way and took it out on myself which was unhealthy and largely due to my own ignorance. I am much more gentle with myself.
