dark place

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by springtocome, Oct 23, 2016.

  1. springtocome

    springtocome Member

    my shoulder pinching/discomfort gives me hell of a stress..it prevents me from reaching my goals ...this was the fuckin cause to my relapse...the day was overall good. its a good reminder...i still dont know how to act in such situations
     
  2. springtocome

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    im working towards my TMS sympthom case, that rather makes my pain from all sorts of fear about my shoulder. (moving it, constantly thinking about it etc). than actual sort of damage
     
  3. springtocome

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    i had a great sleep, did a cold shower and had a great day at school, came home, some sort of stress hit me and relapsed
     
  4. springtocome

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    how did it come i hit very rock bottom again...i mean 12 - 15 relapses per month for about last 3 months...
     
  5. springtocome

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    ive been observing my thoughts, stress and decision making based on these two. This mainly causes my relapse to porn. What i crave the most is making love but not necessarly sex with a girl. I dont really see woman as sex objects anymore...its hard to explain...came here after a little stress hit me..now urge is gone i believe
     
  6. springtocome

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    have to make change in more direction. what im missing is certain goal. while ive made some real progress...working as a freelancer can have some cons too...i spend quite free time by my computer...
     
  7. springtocome

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    there is still a s tress in my life..ive started to having some beer in the evening, there is a girl that is really into me, and there are some advanced projects. jumpin in with the best in the field haha. anyways PMO last night and this morning...wont binge..gotta lot to do...last streak 5 days of no P
     

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