It's safe to say this shit doesn't kill my libido...not completely anyway. Once its out of my system at the end of the day, I can still get horny. I found out today when I looked at a pic of a model, then progressed into hours of edging then finally busted a few minutes ago. My flaccid state when on the medication is arguably child-like (>_>), but when its out of my system, its back to normal. I hadnt watched P for several weeks this time, but in a haze of frustration found the temptation again. Oh well...I hope Im not like paranoid AF tomorrow 'cause this session was pretty bad. I hope the adderall doesn't build on any anxiety I may have when I go to school. Lord, protect me.