Hi everyone, going to be keeping a daily journal of my recovery from PMO… I’ve had some good success over the last few years but relapsed. I was fortunate to start dating & having real sex aged 16 & this carried on into my early 20’s…. Then high speed internet came along & my addiction to porn began. Over the years I developed a fetish for interracial porn, trans porn, cuckold, gangbangs, bisexual porn & even full on gay porn. This lead to me actually having sexual encounters with transsexuals in real life. I’ve made massive strides in the last few years & the worst days are definitely behind me. I just want to defeat this final barrier & kick PMO out my life for good! Day 1 Feel very tired, demotivated, irritable, antisocial, look & feel ugly. High temptation to look at porn & fantasise. Don’t feel like doing any work, hard to concentrate. Short tempered. Did get some work done & ate well today. Cold shower in the morning & listened to prayers in the evening but fell asleep whilst going so.