Day 4 I was very tired and just slept for 10 hours. But it felt good to sleep so long. Day was insanely busy and saw her again. Damn as Juan Pablo would say "It's okay " Fuck I think our hormones get going and you lose all frame. That's why I sleep on things. Fuck I should sleep on whether to jerk off when I feel like it lol. Yes sleep on whether you will jerk off or not. Then Journal and reflect on various situations.