Hi everyone. I’m back and posting a new thread in the appropriate 40+ forum. Not sure if there is anyone on here who remembers me. I could definitely use some encouragement, kindness and patience as I am struggling to stay clean for 24 hours after a bad relapse. This is the most lost I have felt in a while. I feel a bit stuck in a Groundhog Day moment. Going to log off to try to get some mediation done. Here’s hoping I can keep it together.