[CHASTITY/VIRGINITY/PURITY] (22yo) NOsex-NOfap-NOporn-NOwetdream-NOmusic-NOinternet-NOjunkfood

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  1. Purity Power

    Purity Power Member

    My mind is so destroyed by that last PMO that I can't even find the words to explain how I feel miserable in good English.

    This world is designed to make us slaves and powerless, like dead-people. It is the modern paganist Babylon system of earthly control. They put feminism, toxic-food, poison-medicines, free porn, promotted lust, pervert medias, corrupted politics and bankers everywhere to make us as their fuel in their instutionalized rationalized prostitution network for a false pityful feeling of domination in order to flee their reality I guess.

    The social engineering, either physical or virtual, is here to trap all of us in an extermination program (slow or sudden) in order to secure their position. All is staged and planned for them to stay in control above us financially and socially.

    The unbalanced dangerous harmful family sphere that I still experience was planned. The brutal parasitic stupidity of people I experienced was planned. The over-stimulating suggestive distractions was planned. The lustful despicable relationships game was planned. All was planned for me to fall in the mediocre rationalized pervert circus of self-destruction. But I didn't and if I did for now it is by their own forces and not by my own will. They basically raped me in their satanic system right from birth, just like 90% of people.

    I recently found in the website "16Personalities" that I'm a logician personality type (INTP), which would represent 3,3% of the world population. This is the type of Bill Gates, Isaac Newton, Albert Einstein, Neo from "The Matrix" or also Adam Smith (the great economist). Every thing in the wide description was 90-100% correct about me and my type, I couldn't have explain it myself that good.

    So now, if I'm really part of a mysterious powerful minority on this Earth, then mathematically I can also be part of those who "control" this world but it's not my intent. My intent is to be free and secured, at ease, in bliss and faithful love. That minority feeling is reinforced by the fact that I'm writing this online journal too.

    I don't drink alcohol, I don't smoke, I don't watch TV, I don't listen to the radio, I don't play videogames, I don't indulge in "sex" BUT I fell into PMO, music listening and internet distraction; that repetitive novelty of the very same thing which is information seeking and lust dopamine. It is good to be wise and have knowledge though, but it doesn't have to transform me in a trapped weak addict of black screens emenating toxic frequency for those who are weak to maintain them weak. Raise your aura letting it grow and you free yourself from the trap, simple.

    Simple, yet still not applied. I'm quitting PMO for about 5 years now and I discovered M at 6-7yo (thanks to the lingerie magazine and such). I saw somewhere we have to multiply each year of addiction by 3 months in order to have our estimated recovery liberative streak; it would be 3 years and 9 months for me. 3 years and 9 months of semen retention without lustful frictions and beyond... It is possible. But I found that every résolutions I took is always preceded by a relapse whatever the ridiculous streak I might achieved. It's like everybody wants everybody to fail but themselves, sending negative vibes and devilish prayers for those who are struggling in this. This is what I have to surpass, trenscending all the evil loser frequency of people. And I do it by 1°) a very low-stimulus lifestyle (no music, no YouTube, no distraction), 2°) a healthy daily planned self-discipline (applying it despite my weakness) and 3°) my exponential connection to the Almighty Lord Creator of all (Bible studying, Lost Books studying, spirituality, naturopathy).

    What I want for this journal of mine, is daily authentic support reminding myself about these 3 points. Because I bet, nobody is going to reply this post until 30 days or so, because everybody just wants everybody to fail but themselves in order to succeed. But I still let this post like a seed and will see what it brings.
     

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