'Castle Black' - CLOSED FOREVER. [GROUP - Abandoned]

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by NightsWatch, Jun 11, 2013.

  1. darkwolf

    darkwolf New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I need to remember I'm a sworn brother of the Watch and keep my vows. Right now the whores in Molestown are looking mighty good. New level of horndogness may have been reached.
     
  2. kevcox25

    kevcox25 Member

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    yea my anxiety is going up. Hard to lay down and relax when I need to go to bed. Is this the addiction fighting back?
     
  3. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

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    Able to hold off?

    How did everyone handle the weekend?

    The urges got to me Saturday at the beach and I almost caved, but luckily passed out before doing anything. I really need to see some progress soon! This reboot is getting to be frustrating.
     
  4. kevcox25

    kevcox25 Member

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    I worked all weekend, so it was easy. I'm tired by the time I go to bed so I've hit a week without doing anything. This is the point where I need to break that chain.
     
  5. JW86

    JW86 New Member

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    MO'd after 8 days..

    Kind of tired of this. Will try and post tomorrow to find some motivation again!
     
  6. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

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    I met up with a lady friend on the 4th after a bbq with friends. Spent the night at her house. We hooked up.

    Went to a stripclub the next night for a friends lil bros bday. I don't think I'll ever go to a full nude place again. They're kind of trashy. We left there after two hours then partied at this girls house who came with us. Was a lot of fun.

    Saturday watched the fights at home then hungout at home.

    Sunday just sat around being lazy.

    It was a good weekend. Stay strong brothers.
     
  7. kevcox25

    kevcox25 Member

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    Alright the week mark for me is a sex drive spike. It s almost unbearable, I need to make it past this point. My balls hurt, and the urges are strong as hell. I'm just sticking around family and staying out of my room.
     
  8. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

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    Trust me when I say it gets better. I think the spikes come during the 3rd week but then after a heavy spike there's a long lay off period. I feel i'm in some sort of flatline right now.
     
  9. kevcox25

    kevcox25 Member

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    ughhhhh one week masturbation. Not to porn though, just a hot girl on the tv. I'll keep plugging away more and eventually I hope it'll become easier to stay away from masturbation as well
     
  10. JW86

    JW86 New Member

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    Have MO'd three times in the last 24 hours. No porn.
    Feel tired. Hard to post here. Need to get back to abstinence.
     
  11. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

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    Watch out for the chaser man that's whats been killing me
     
  12. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

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    Agreed! Also just stay away from the computer as much as possible for the first 5 to 7 days. Keep yourself out of the home as well. You (I'm assuming) won't jack off in public or a friend's place.
     
  13. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

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    Hey guys,

    I was flirting with this cute 22 year old neighbor downstairs today and knew she was into me from previous experiences. I had just gotten back from the gym and was amped up and was pretty damn excited to see her relative to previous times. She helped me with my laundry and then I decided, "What the hell, I'm feeling great and I am really attracted to her right now," and came up behind her, turned her around, and looked right at her and started kissing her. Took her back up to my apartment and was able to put a condom on and have successful sex with a 85-90% erection and lasted for 3 or 4 minutes until Oing.

    That was definitely the best sexual experience I have EVER had. The best parts of this little sexual escapade were that I was glad to be with her, I had the urge to fuck her instead of masturbating, and I legitimately wanted to be fucking her versus wanting to run away from intimacy. Another great thing was that I was 70% hard or so from simply pulling her in to get closer and kissing which was a wonderful sign.

    I also wanted to add that I used NO Xplode before my workout and I can still feel the caffeine 4 1/2 hours later. Caffeine is supposed to lower sexual drive. NO Xplode also has L-Arginine and increases Nitric Oxide which increases libido so I think both of those effects cancel out, but I could be very wrong. This is the first time I have taken NO Xplode in at least a month so I don't use it often, but felt like I needed an intense pump so I pushed myself harder than usual. I'll also add that I eat dinner around 6:30 or 7 pm and workout around 8 or 8:30 pm once every 2 or 3 days. I only drink protein shakes after working out and am usually hungry before going to bed. I like starving myself a little bit in the evenings, but I usually have big breakfasts.

    Since you may have questions about my background, I just want to add that I have been rebooting since last Feb. I wasn't serious until I broke up with a girl I was seeing for nearly 6 months and slowed down on dating others. My longest no PMO stretch was for 62 days. I also had 3 or 4 30+ day stretches. Clearly, I am not done rebooting, but I am going to follow the signals that my body sends me and try to keep rewiring.
     
  14. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

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    Sounds fucken nice dude and did you start kissing her right when she turned around?
     
  15. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

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    I just looked at her for literally a second and then started kissing her. I typically don't escalate that quickly with other girls. I usually just get touchier and touchier until I hold their hands and then put my hands on their face and start kissing when I feel she is really enjoying the time together. With this girl, I already knew how she felt and how she was a little disappointed I didn't make a move on her the last time we hung out.

    I'm still jittery from the caffeine. I didn't get much sleep last night and I am pretty sure a lot of it was due to the caffeine. The other half was probably enjoyment and enthusiasm, specifically that childish enthusiasm where you are too busy thinking about the next day or just enjoying what happened that you can't sleep.
     
  16. JW86

    JW86 New Member

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    Yeah, I worked 13 hours today. Just doing overtime.
     
  17. kevcox25

    kevcox25 Member

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    yea I think I've hit a flatline or something. No bad urges like I had the other day, just gonna keep goin strong.
     
  18. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I haven't told anyone I know yet but since this place is anonymous I'll let the group Castle Black know.

    I'm going to be an Uncle. My little sister is preggers. She told me today. Scared for her because the guy is 23 and lives out of state. She's visiting from out of state but is returning back to California. She wants to keep it. She has no means of income but hopefully my family helps her. Life's a trip. It's almost as if life is telling me it's time to be a grown up. Get a real job. Move out on your own. Do something with your life.
     
  19. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

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    Congrats man! When my sister had her first kid, it was life changing. You look at life in a whole different light!

    It makes you want to become a better person because of it.
     
  20. kevcox25

    kevcox25 Member

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    Yea I have a niece and nephew, it makes you realize your the adult and not a kid anymore. Puts into perspective you want to be able to have kids one day. However, this problem stands in your way. That's why we gotta beat this.
     

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