'Castle Black' - CLOSED FOREVER. [GROUP - Abandoned]

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by NightsWatch, Jun 11, 2013.

  1. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I like your streak Darkwolf, welcome to the Black!

    I must say that today at work I had raging fantasies. When I look back on these it makes me seem as if i'm in my teenage years again. When I was on PMO constantly I never fantasized! Now I have to try and prevent fantasies when I'm at home. I think the toughest parts of the reboot are still ahead of me but I'm ready to overcome that hurdle in due time. The spike up before the flatline. Bring it on. I'm over porn, I want the warmth of a woman in the future and the only way I can get there is going through hell one day at a time. This is why I created the Black, to let us know we are not alone. I must admit I loved the fantasies, but next time I'm going to strike them down where they stand, especially if i'm at home!
     
  2. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Same here man I'm stopping with the fantasies which is actually pretty hard sometimes because I just do it naturally sometimes haha.
     
  3. JW86

    JW86 New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Fantasies came up again, they seem to arive strongest when I am waking up in the morning, or taking a nap, in bed.

    However this time, they were only encouraged by the dopamine monster for about five seconds, before I formed the awareness and intention to steer clear. Meditation is paramount to this reboot. High-five self-control.a 8)

    I have a couple of days after work. Today I plan to go to the gym and buy some presents for family.. tomorrow, pick a few -more things- up (lots of birthdays this month), and go for a drinks with work people in the evening. And then Sunday will be spent around my friend's house. Plenty to keep me busy.
     
  4. aussie sam

    aussie sam New Member

    Room for one more?

    Are you still full? I'm 25 and I took the black 23 days ago. I really wanna join in and support you guys. I'm on the same buzz with being open to sex but not PMO or MO

    :)
     
  5. JW86

    JW86 New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    The Night's Watch hasn't had since many volunteers in a long time, eh!

    Whaddya reckon? I'm all up for welcoming people but would like to keep it to perhaps 8 maximum for now. We need to build some sense of familiarity if we're to be good support for one another.

    Defer to nightswatch OP :)
     
  6. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    @JW86

    haha exactly. The Others can come. :p

    Today while showering, i gently stroked my penis and got a really strong erection within a minute (without thoughts ). Being aroused only by gentle stroking felt quite good. Won't test for the next 4 weeks.

    Today I've studied for some important exams and read a bit. After my exams, I am planning to do sport again (Jogging, using my free weights etc.). I want to lose some weight.

    I hope you all do well. :)
     
  7. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Waking up for summer school bro's stay strong! I know I will ;)
     
  8. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I just got off work. My weekend began at 10:30am on a Friday lol. School's out and we had to move some final things. Saw two cute girls I work with, both blondes, both have boyfriends but still good eye candy. Makes me know what I'm doing this for.

    Keep it going strong for the month of June. I would really like to boast about how Castle Black went 100% for those that joined the nofap June.
     
  9. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Also welcome to the Black, Aussie Sam and Darkwolf. Contribute to the thread as much as you can. The more discussions we have in here the better.
     
  10. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Same here! For me it's more satisfying to get a boner through looking at a girl as playing with my dick.

    To become a Turncloak is forbidden. :p
     
  11. aussie sam

    aussie sam New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Thanks guys! I take this oath seriously and I'm in balls deep for Nofap June.

    Congrats! I can't remember the last time that happened to me but it would be at least a year or two. I'm looking forward to it. I think this is a sign of good things for you.

    I'm going out this weekend and I'm wondering if I should try and get a girl to come home with me (It's actually not that hard to do here in Berlin). I have never had a problem getting some sort of erection from sex, but now that I'm in flatline I'm thinking this could end badly. Still I want to give it a try. Any advice or experiences from others who have been through flatline?
     
  12. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Flatline is tough because it fucks with my confidence when it comes to sex and that is already a bad train of thought. I welcome the flatline because I'm tired of weak erections which make me have PE within 2 seconds of entering a woman. I want my strong erections back and most importantly, I want my libido back which I wrecked completely from too much porn use over the span of almost a decade. We are experiencing something most humans never thought imaginable. I like what Gary said, within one day we have seen more naked women than almost every human born did in their entire lives. Now every man has seen probably close to 1,000 naked women easily.
     
  13. rohan

    rohan Member

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    Thank you, mate! Yeah, I think it's some progress!

    I don't know mate. If it's nothing serious why not? If you only do vacancies in Berlin you will probably see her never again. On the other hand, it would not be the worst thing, if you do a clean orgasm-free streak of at least 90 days to be more awesome. I think it's only beneficial.
     
  14. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Until now, I only experienced somekind of flatline only once directly at my first reboot attempt. My dick was totally lifeless and shrunk. I'm curios, if a flatline hits me soon (Hopefully not). What also fucks me totally up is that I never could experience my true libido after my puberty. It's a fucking joke. Robbed myself of this experience. Would like to kick myself at 14 in the nuts for that.
     
  15. aussie sam

    aussie sam New Member

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    Yes I share the same sentiments! I've never ever had a wet dream and always wanted one. Hopefully one day!

    I can also remember many times over the past 12 years where I wanted to NOT be so horny and erect all the time.... Grass is always greener. I'm sure once I'm getting hard in public over seeing a nipple slip I'll wish for flatline again.
     
  16. aussie sam

    aussie sam New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I'm curious. Were you having PE with women when you were still PMOing or when you were in flatline?

    I have a fear of going 90 days without any O and then PEing over the first women I see naked after reboot. Any experience with that too?
     
  17. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    It's sad how we're built the horniest when we're young while all these beautiful women walk around and when we're old we fucking ruined it. I pray to the highest of my gods that I can one day get hard in public from just seeing a nip slip or hell even some cleavage. I pray for that day!
     
  18. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Hey, we all still have time to turn this around! I'm 24 and feel like the next few years of my life will be my golden years. I'm in the best physical shape of my life and my career is fixing to explode. The sky is the limit for all of us here even if we spent our teenage years fapping.

    Let's do this!
     
  19. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I was sitting in class and got literally 3 random boners not even thinking or looking at anything sexual haha
     
  20. darkwolf

    darkwolf New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Might've entered newer/more intense phase but feel good and equipped to handle it. Check my journal soon for some possibly useful advice about energy redirection, although YMMV. FOR THE REALM!
     

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