'Castle Black' - CLOSED FOREVER. [GROUP - Abandoned]

Discussion in 'Accountability Partners' started by NightsWatch, Jun 11, 2013.

  1. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

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    Currently we are full but we will probably expand shortly. You don't have to be a fan of Game of Thrones but you must be serious about rebooting to join the brotherhood.

    Requirements for application - 10 days being P-MO free. Your current reboot stats and your prior best reboot stats. Orgasm from Sex is encouraged if you feel you're ready to go beyond the wall. This does not count against you. In here I hope to create an environment that resembles the brotherhood found at Castle Black. Take your oath seriously. We are the shields that guard the realms of men.

    Members

    1. NightsWatch - Joined on his 15th day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - 27 days.
    2. Rohan - Joined on his 26th day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - 28 days.
    3. JW86 - Joined on his 30th day being PM free. Prior best reboot - 50 days.
    4. Califree209 - Joined on his first day being PM free. Prior best reboot - Around 30 days.
    5. Sak123 - Joined on his 11th day being PM free. Prior best reboot - 62 days.
    6. Darkwolf - Joined on his 49th day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - unknown.
    7. Aussie Sam - Joined on his 24th day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - unknown.
    8. Kevcox29 - Joined on his 11th day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - unknown.
    9. Ollie - Joined on his 33rd day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - 60 days.
    10. Nicholas Boothe - Joined on his 65th day of being PM free. Prior best reboot - unkown.

    Now we swear our oaths.
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  2. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (4 spots left)

    I want to take the Black, brother. :D Defended myself against PMO 28 days at my first reboot attempt and 25 days at my second.

    I pledge my life and honor to the Night's Watch, for this night and all the nights to come.


    Edit 29 August 2013

    Abstained 103 days from porn and masturbation
     
  3. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (3 spots left)

    This group is going to kick so much ass. Soon we will have three more dedicated members to take on anything North of the wall!

    I've also found that abstaining from clicking links on forums that I know are triggers make it much easier. Eliminating the trigger possibilities have made this reboot the most disciplined by far and I'm proud for that.
     
  4. JW86

    JW86 New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (3 spots left)

    And so my watch begins.. :)

    At 31 days free. My previous best was either 28 or 50, depending on whether sex counts. If sex is all good, then 50.
     
  5. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (3 spots left)

    Welcome to the group. Sex is fine and doesn't count against you.

    Welcome to the Black!
     
  6. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (2 spots left)

    Wondering if I can join even though i'm on day 1? I'm serious about it this time and I think this group can help me even more.
     
  7. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (2 spots left)

    Your father booted you from your lands and threatened to kill you if you didn't join the Black. We will embrace you as a brother. With only 1 day, welcome to the Black, Samwell Tarly. After 10 days you will no longer be Samwell Tarly!

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  8. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (1 spots left)

    Haha thanks bro and i'm not too sure what my highest streak was but it was around 30 days.
     
  9. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (1 spots left)

    Welcome brothers! Last night I must had a wet dream. Realized it, after I changed my pants this morning, though can't remember anything. Also solid MW this morning. It looks like, I have everytime MW, when I don't sleep too long. Slept only 6 hours , but the day before I slept for 8 or 9 hours I think. I will keep this in mind now for a while, seeing if my assumption is true.

    On a side note: Taking Red Ginseng on a daily basis at the moment. For instance I have read, that Ginseng is really good for strengthening the body vitality and your concentration ability (Also that Ginseng is good for curing ED :p).

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    My background-story

    I am 22-year old and a virgin. Started at the age of 14 years (Found some adult magazines of my father and saw some soft porn on the tv), I think I masturbated to porn 2-3 times a day. Sometimes even more. Mostly to pictures or hentai stories. Out of boredom or stress, Not really because I was horny. Thought it was perfectly normal and nowadays I can not understand how stupid I was all this time. In the media you always hear masturbation is healthy etc bla and it's perfectly normal. Bullocks. If I had known, that porn could do so much harm, I had never used it so much.

    I could only get an erection with fast strokes and not from visual stimuli without touch. Sometimes I came without an erection.

    I am recovering from ED and I want to strengthen my libido. I don't want to be a slave of something what hurts me and more importantly, hurting people in my life who love me.

    Began my reboot at february this year.
     
  10. JW86

    JW86 New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (1 spots left)

    Welcome, Ser Piggy.

    8) ;D (Hey Califree209)

    As UnderDog explained in the group rules, we are all to make an introductory post about our reboot - so here goes.

    My journal is here: http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=4623.0

    Basically - I am 26-year old. Born with phimosis (a medical condition where the foreskin cannot retract, making sex impossible/numb/painful). Circumcised at age 18. Casual porn habit since roughly 16 years of age, watching porn perhaps once a week on average for half an hour. At its worst perhaps 2-3 times a week for an hour.

    I am recovering from ED and PE.

    Began my reboot late November last year. Had a few streaks of 20~ days, some of ~14 days, some of ~10 days. And some of only 2-4 days!

    I am/was in a long-term relationship. ED was a frequent issue in our relationship. Not everytime, but often enough. Became codependent on herbal viagra. My partner is working abroad for an extended period of time, I am uncertain of our future but I do know I have the time and space for a full reboot.

    My actual vow/affirmation that I say each day is as follows: (Although not always easy or fu), I am totally willing and committed to overcome this erection problem via complete abstinence, regardless of any passing thoughts, feelings or impulses.

    I also journal daily into a real-life paper journal, noting my thoughts and feelings, then creating space around them and choosing not to identify with the limiting thoughts. I meditate regularly.

    Now on thirty-days or so and the physical cravings to wank are reduced, now is a deeper, hard to describe ache - some other dopamine-withdrawels, or mourning for the loss of orgasm like it's a lover or some shit, who knows.

    I exercise regularly - squats, deadlifts, chins, dips, etc.

    The only thing in my current reboot I should mention - on day 5 I had an ejaculation, while awake, but without manual stimulation - just by thinking sexy thoughts.
     
  11. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (1 spots left)

    Night's Watch eh? Doesn't that mean sex is a no go?

    All jokes aside, I'm in!

    I'm a 24 year old rebooter. Currently, I'm at day 11 of no PMO and my record is 62 days no PMO. Before my recent relapse (MO after blue balls), I was at 51 days.
     
  12. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (1 spots left)

    Yo what time zone you guys in? Its 10:50 am here.
     
  13. NightsWatch

    NightsWatch Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP] (1 spots left)

    Alright, looks like we have a full group as of now until we are ready to expand. We're going to do great guys. Already I'm on 16 days no PMO and I'm thinking clearer and making better choices knowing what I have to do to go where I want to go. Just came back from a graduation and soon have to go to work here real soon. But in-between leaving the graduation and coming home I stopped by to take a typing test which is a job requirement for some jobs I want to apply for. I kicked its ass and hoping a spot lined up at one of those jobs. Now I just need to get back to working out. I use to be on 5-3-1 doing Squats and Deadlifts. Screw the gym, I already have a bar and plates at home so it's time for me to go buy a used squat rack so I can crank those out any time I want.

    Welcome to the black brothers! (Also, I am from California as well.)
     
  14. sak1234

    sak1234 Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    New York, New York, Eastern Time.

    I also want to add that I will probably be getting less and less responsive over the next few months as I am prepping for an October 8th GMAT.

    NightsWatch, Glad you have some good job prospects post graduation and are hitting the gym hard. The gym and reading has taken the place of masturbation as a stress reliever. Do you have any non internet, visual reminders about making sure you don't fap? I'm thinking of putting a calendar on my wall to make sure I get the no PMO point across on daily basis.
     
  15. JW86

    JW86 New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I'm in England, so.. it's 20:50 now. I'm working a night shift tonight, I work on the phone for the ambulance service, so the night's watch is not too far from truth.

    I had a very stressful shift last night, have been tired and in a mood today. I almost MO'd. I did not touch my penis. I just "encouraged fantasy" of real women, whereas usually I "disregard" thoughts immediately. I wanted to finish but after a while reminded myself of what I'm doing and got up.
     
  16. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    It is now 23:00 in Germany. ;)

    Fantasizing too much at the moment. Have to stop this bad habit, cause I want to make my reboot as clean as possible.
     
  17. JW86

    JW86 New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Yeah rohan, earlier tonight was my first 'dip' back into allowing/encouraging fantasy.

    Better without it.

    Monk-mode. Disregard the thoughts as soon as they arise. Nip them in the bud. Don't let them grow into relapse.
     
  18. rohan

    rohan Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    Yeah, I want to sensitize myself again as much as possible. With 15 I got a massive boner only seeing the slip of a classmate in front of me during a lesson. Massive libido back in the day and I want this back. :D
     
  19. Califree209

    Califree209 Reaching for my goal.

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    I'm also trying the monk-mode out again I got past 20 days with it last time.
     
  20. darkwolf

    darkwolf New Member

    Re: We are the Night's Watch. Welcome to 'Castle Black' [GROUP]

    "Can a man still be brave if he's afraid?" Bran

    "That is the only time he can be brave." Ned Stark.


    I will take the black! 49 days and counting. Struggle becomes harder, but the North will not kill me. I will live and build my life-energy for the Realm, slow as the Weirwood if I must!

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