Sorry to hear that mate. But you are just proving that anyone could keep trying for 20+ years. Every time I swear it's the last. But it's never the last. I am not saying that I'm giving up. I am trying my best. But I know that I am going relapse sooner or later. I know that the last time is never there and I will keep coming back. I am just accepting the fact that I may never be able to be porn free. It's better than living in the delusion of this is last time. But you're right, we're still better than many people who think porn is "healthy" and prevents prostate cancer. We should never stop fighting even though we know that our failure is imminent.