Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by bright_eyes, Feb 6, 2013.
3 weeks bright eyes!!! Awesome. How are you feeling friend?
Feeling fine. Getting ready to go out into nature. All good on the No PMO Front.
Have fun out there and savor your 21 days of freedom
Just had a camping weekend in th ebush. Awesome. Nature always cleans my soul
Recognising patters of porn and masturbation are keys to recovery.
Great to hear.
And getting out into nature, away from routine can help to break patterns
It's time to put The 2013/2014 Holiday Massacre behind us. All of us, including me, We Better Get Straight!!!
"2013/2014 Holiday Massacre" So true. Love it.
This time around, I had "flatline" for 21 days. I love me some flatline.
It's gone now, though. And my crazy ideas are once again asserting themselves. Dangerous times include just after waking up and while taking a shower.
I've watched the progression since flatline ended. It started with thoughts of my significant other. Then it moved on to some positive pay-for-play experiences from the past. Today's near miss was fantasy based on an attractive (partnered-up) young lady with whom I have a quite proper uncle/niece-like relationship.
Continue to touch yourself (even in the shower), and you will go down. I must maintain control with my rational mind. I must maintain my awareness that:
It's just a fantasy. It's not the real thing...
You are 25 days STRONG! And you dealt with the fantasy temptation. That is all you can do. Great job.
Had a respectful, loving, and planned remote session with the significant other. She's as sweet as Tupelo Honey. An ordinary lady she is, but to me, an angel of the first degree.
Never had Tupelo Honey but now I sure want some ;D
Did you count that as a slip?
I counted it as "jerking off". But I wouldn't call it a slip. For the foreseeable future, it is my version of a sex life with my partner. (Not the version I would choose, but you play the hand you are dealt...)
So if its a good thing, why count it into the bad behaviour? Doesnt that make the counter kinda ... you know.... "inacurate"
I did, in fact, jerk off, regardless of the excuse that it was a planned remote session with my partner. It must be counted. And in order to achieve mastery of my own mind, it must be stopped. Onward!
I realize that I'm quite strict on the rules. But in my real life, I'm Carl the Floorwalker.
"Any man don't keep his counter honest spends a night in the box!!!"
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