bright_eyes' Journal

Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by bright_eyes, Feb 6, 2013.

  1. BeefNoJerky

    BeefNoJerky New Member

    Hi BE,

    I've just read all of your posts in this journal! Thank you for your consistent efforts and your honesty re: MO and your figuring things out regarding your long-distance relationship. It's really inspiring seeing the PMO counter tick upward.

    Thanks,
    BeefNoJerky
     
  2. colimpool

    colimpool Active Member



    thats a great video thanks for sharing, it is a warning just how far we could have fallen if not for finding this forum. thanks for all your support...keep on bro
     
  3. a short guy

    a short guy Well-Known Member

    Must admit, I tend to be a sitzpinkler too, my mother made me do it, she hated the splash back.
     
  4. a short guy

    a short guy Well-Known Member

    My mother.
     
  5. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    :)
     
  6. bobbertsan

    bobbertsan Member

    Like the new avatar, ASG.
     
  7. needtoohigh

    needtoohigh New Member

    Hey Bright! Wow... "pee sitting down" eh? Very interesting. I do this when I'm tired or in the morning. Works well.

    However, I believe there is a lot to be said for not touching yourself at all. When I wake up in the morning, the FIRST thing I do is typically shove my hand into my underwear and stumble into the bathroom....then get undressed for the shower and holding myself all they way into the shower. This is nothing "sexual" in nature, it's just what I do. Or is it?? See... NOW, I believe it IS sexual in nature... it's a subconscious thing I think. Either way... the bigger and more simpler question is WHY do that? Why? What's it do? habit? Stop it. Right?

    anyway... here's to sitting down peeing! :) Good call
     
  8. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    I think it is sexual. I used to touch myself a lot more than I do now. Since breaking the porn and masturbation habit I don't touch myself very often at all, only when peeing or watching. I have learned that self-soothing or self-pleasuring does not work.
     
  9. BadOnion

    BadOnion New Member

    Well I can tell you mine is extra clean because the shower is the only place I feel I am allowed to touch it.
     
  10. a short guy

    a short guy Well-Known Member

    Thanks, I clean up nice.
     
  11. needtoohigh

    needtoohigh New Member

    Interesting LTE! Thank you for the insight on that... yea, it just breeds the "need" for more. Stimulates the dopamine release
     
  12. LTE

    LTE Master Of My Domain

    That's it. What I had to learn was that soothing and pleasure giving have to come from without, not from within. Since I figured that out it has become much easier not to masturbate because I know it can't bring real pleasure. Without masturbation porn is of no interest to me.
     
  13. RainerFoxSign

    RainerFoxSign New Member

    I'm in, bright_eyes! (Signing on for the no burning eyes with video acid part!!)
     
  14. bright_eyes

    bright_eyes Master of My Own Mind?

    I give thanks that I no longer watch the filmed recordings of troubled young women performing under the direction of sick-minded porn merchants.

    Nowadays, I like to watch the opposite: Massively strong young women doing their own thing, whatever that thing may be.

    In this clip we have three sisters from the San Fernando Valley rocking so hard that you, Middle-Aged Man, may or may not be able to handle it...

    Three sisters from the San Fernando Valley rocking so hard that you, Middle-Aged Man, may or may not be able to handle it...
     
  15. needtoohigh

    needtoohigh New Member

    AWESOME!!!
     
  16. Bodhissatva

    Bodhissatva New Member

    Thank you for this bright_eyes, thank you ...
     
  17. a short guy

    a short guy Well-Known Member

  18. bright_eyes

    bright_eyes Master of My Own Mind?

  19. bright_eyes

    bright_eyes Master of My Own Mind?

    I give thanks for finally finding my people here at YBR. Forward we march.
     
  20. bright_eyes

    bright_eyes Master of My Own Mind?

    Got into some serious reading and viewing. I do not agree with all that is presented in the documentary at the YouTube link provided below, but I believe much of what they present to be true.

    A Drug Called Pornography

    In addition to the YouTube videos, there is a lot of info on the AntiPornography.org website, including descriptions of the porn life by former pornstars. It is all terribly depressing to think about. For those in the United States, it might be better to wait until after Thanksgiving to check it out.
     

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