Day 5 Today I feel motivation to change my life. Last night was a tough night with some bad dreams and restlessness. Praying helped a lot and I felt a connection to the Lord again which I haven’t felt in a while because of my relapses. I decided to speak out over my life, in prayer, all that I will become. Healthy, focused, free from anxiety, free from addiction, fit, etc.. This changed something in my heart and mind. I still feel anxious and my lungs still don’t feel great. I still feel tired and burned out. But I no longer wish to go through it passively. I’ve been wasting so much time on videogames and tv series and just laying around. Just because I was afraid of pushing my recovery too far and falling back into feeling bad. It’s okay to rest and it’s okay to relax, but I shouldn’t start with them. I should focus on increasing my fitness and conquering this dreadful anxiety. Was also watching some videos off Gabe Deem on youtube which gave me a new motivation for my reboot. Been reading LTE’s journal too and it’s a good one! I think @Gil79 quoted it in his journal. Thanks for that mate, it helps me Anyone else has been struggling with anxiety/ stress / worry during reboot? Any tips in this regard are welcome. Have a wonderful day!