Day 16 Two days ago I had a close call. Was watching a movie and a girl was wearing a very tight shirt. Felt my eyes being drawn towards her boobs and realized she reminded me of one of my favorite P stars. Immediately turned off TV and went for a walk. That helped and I have been strong since. Have been having more withdrawal symptoms. Especially today I’ve been so incredibly irritated and agitated. At everything and everyone, but mostly myself. Got mad at myself for messing something up while making dinner. It’s hard to accept that I’m currently not my old self and that things don’t go perfect. I’m a perfectionist, especially when it comes to food. Luckily my girlfriend was here to talk some sense into me and to not beat myself up over it. She’s sweet, I love her. Hope you’re all having a better day than I am.