Re: Finally starting for real ... Sorry to read that you're off, Bodhisattva, you're an inspiring dude and it seemed to me you were making progress. It's not a linear thing, it's a continually returning spiral, and the movement is ultimately up, but we keep coming back to the same place sometimes once, sometimes dozens of times, until the progress gets felt. I think it can be hard seeing guys who have gone in and seemingly nailed it straight off the bat, but most people here have been doing this shit for years! I know I have. I made my first commitment to stop using porn 18 years ago, and I've been here under various guises for almost a year, but I think I'm cracking it now, with help from everyone on the forum and being accountable. There is no alternative option as I refuse to get lost in the bullshit of pmo any more, and I hope you feel this too on some level. I really hope you can come back, knowing we're here without judgement and with only a desire to help support you as you support us. One day at a time dude. Be well and be good to yourself and do what you need to do. Hope to see you here soon.