LOL This is awesome. I was addicted to sexting and online sex. It seems stupid now, but it kept the dopamine rolling out. I had to shut all that down and the great thing is that I don't even miss it. I've heard it said that we come through our parents, but we are not from our parents. Though we are equal parts DNA of mom and dad we are also connected to something before them. I absolutely do believe that ancient trauma can manifest within us - that a finger print of the original sin, if you will, can be imprinted on us somewhere, somehow. OMG, I feel a song coming on! This is super important. I always just wrote whatever I felt, trying my best not to edit my thoughts. Some posts I look back and think whoa! But, that was how I felt that particular day, at that moment. You're doing great!