Being Independent | Being In Control |

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Lakaf, Nov 6, 2021.

  1. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    Today 6th November.
    Am feeling lonely and sad as am fapping and watching porn with no job and unmotivated.
    Day 1 starts from today.
    I want to be independent in my life by not depending on family.
     
  2. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    HeyRevolver! Dude I will!

    Day 2 success.
    Am feeling some of my memories are coming back. So, is it weird?
    Lets see, to be frank, I want to leave my smoking addiction. Which is hard.
    And Yeah! I want to be independent which is my main goal.
    I have to stop smoking to get better and motivated.
     
  3. João Silva

    João Silva New Member

    You can do it, Lakaf! You have my support! :)
     
  4. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    João Silva Dude same for you :)

    HeyRevolver! Dude Yeah!


    3 Days success.
    From today,
    I will not smoke and clean my veins and remove toxins from my body..
    I have Started a project and will be working on it.
     
  5. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    4 Days Success.
    Damn it! I was too ambitious.
    On Tuesday, I Did everything properly and even not smoked.
    But On Wednesday, I smoked and only did half my work.
    Its clear that I have to stop smoking.
     
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  6. João Silva

    João Silva New Member

    Congratulations for your 4th day of success!
    Yeah, those "perfect" days are exceptions to the rule. One has to accept that and congratulate himself for the small daily victories. At least you haven't PMOd, which is already a victory!
    Looking forward to your 5th day of success!
     
  7. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    João Silva Dude, Yeah First Target 1 Week.


    HeyRevolver! Dude Its all because Am Rebooting am thinking about something.


    Day 4 Success.
    Brain Fog is gone My Mind is clear and working better.
    But for my mind to function at full potential I have to improve my diet.
    Am Gonna have meal 3 times no excuse.
    Will have extras 2 times.
    Also try to quit smoking.
     
  8. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    HeyRevolver!, Dude Progress feels better.

    8 Days success.
    Feeling damn horny and too many horny dreams at night, unable to sleep properly,
    Calm mind.
     
  9. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    HeyRevolver!, Yeah Dude.

    9 Days success.
    Am feeling less tired and unable to sleep.
    Withdrawal symptoms are kicking in as headache, unable to eat as less hunger.
     
  10. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    11 Days Success.
    I am feeling sleepy now a days. Like what is happening to me sometime I need less sleep and other time am feeling to much tired.
    Currently my energy is in roller coaster mode sometime high sometime low.
     
  11. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    HeyRevolver! Dude, Yeah am there!!

    Day 18 Success.
    Today I had a night fall Muhahhahaha.
    I watched some hot scene but didn't do anything and controlled myself.
    Days are getting hard cause of horniness and erection.
    Also, I have started to work on project.
     
  12. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    I Lost Damn~
     
  13. Lakaf

    Lakaf Active Member

    HeyRevolver Dude Yeah! Will try again!

    Day 1 and one day is today.
     
  14. Thorns

    Thorns New Member

    I'm in day 8. I read something in a book that said look at it like a bad habit instead of an addiction.
    At first I didnt like this because it is downplaying it. But it is all about putting you in control,
    you got this. The will power is building up and we learn from each relapse.
     

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