Urges are becoming stronger as Im close to 3 week mark. But as far Im manage to handle them quiet good. Of course dirty thoughs appear in my mind. I know they will always be there, but as I will progress in my streak, they will appear much rarer. 3 years ago I was in point where only P occupied my mind. I was browsing it at work, and as soon I came back home I was jerking to P. Everything was blured by P. Its a long journey for me. I think I matured enought to finally quit for longer peroid. Hope it will give me other perspetive to look at my life. And if neccesary make some drastic changes. I always wanted to be a jedi. Im practicing moving objects with my force for 15 years. And that damm chair didnt even shake a bit. Maybe its time to leave my dreams and go to regular job.