Prelude: So here I am. A 28 years old male with a so far succesfull career as a teacher, owning my own apartment and having a nice life so far. But like most of us I have a dark secret. Yes, I am addicted to porn. How I became addicted I don't remember. All I know is that it has been going on for years without me realising it. Around 2016 it became really bad when I began searching for the most extreme and weird stuff that I don't even want to mention here. Around 2020 when the pandamic started I realised that my addiction was not healthy and that I needed to quit. I tried to stop a couple of times but failed miserabley. When I moved out of my parental home and got a place of my own it even got worse. I've spend hours watching videos and playing porn games that don't make any sense at all. I realised that this had to stop as soon as possible. About a year ago I completed a streak of something around 30 days. The exact amount of days I don't know because at a certain point I even lost track of time because porn was not part of my daily routine anymore. I felt great. Like nothing could harm me anymore. But unfortunatly I relapsed and wasted my time on porn games again. Hours and hours I've spent over the months until a certain point that I wasted a whole day, just to finish a game and jerking off the whole day at the same time. Disgusting. Even my body told me that it was bad. I jerked my meat for so long that I had trouble walking. It was insane. After months of wasting time I'm now working on my second "big" streak. This time I feel confident that I'll make it. Since february I changed my daily routine drasticly. I go to the gym every workday of the week, I changed my diet and I stopped drinking alcohol when I'm on my own. I also started taking long walks and stoped using Facebook. I hope this formula will make me achieve my ultimate goal: quiting porn for good. I need to become me.