So, I'm back from vacation and able to write on the forum again. Happy (but not too happy) new year everybody! I had a really hard time during the holidays. Vacation always gives me stress and on top of that we had to visit relatives and I don't like that either. The last days of december there's fireworks everywhere all day in my country. I detest it. But despite my relatives who drank a lot of wine in my presence and talked about the quality of the wine also a lot, despite the fact that they have been told I was struggling with alcohol, I didn't drink. I wasn't always the most cheerful company. My wife told me that. I apologized for that, but also said that I had told her that sometimes I wasn't going to be cheerful without my drink. (And PMO). She had already sort of forgotten about that. Moan. Today I am home alone. Traditionally, the first day alone at home after having spend so much time with my family was always a day of a PMO-binge. Now, I'm not really tempted. I have done my chores first and after that I started to feel a little strange and I felt it was time to divert my energy to the forum. I'm glad to be in the new year. Apart from that little desert-incident I have been alcohol-free for two months now and a little shorter pmo-free.