Beaten this challenge yet a new one lies ahead

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by Chill, Oct 8, 2013.

  1. Chill

    Chill New Member

    Hi guys! I wanna start with how i am so blessed to find this site, so many things in my life would not be as good as they are now. Anyways, to be honest i did not start a clock counter but i have definitely surpassed 90 days and am somewhere in the 100's. I started this reboot because i have HOCD which is a demonic little disease and when i found this could help i i jumped right on and knowing i could rid myself from that, i cut off from porn and didnt go back. I would PMO for 2-3 times a day since i was 13 (17 now). I relapsed a few times on masturbation and felt extremely shitty but this was in the first 3 weeks but was able to control myself. Before you masturbate or PMO on a reboot tell yourself this is a short term pleasure that can ruin my long term goals I've been working at and that got me to stop. After about my first month of no PMO or MO i had my first wet dream ever and was so stoked! Then i was getting them super frequently like weekly and at one point i had them three times a week and twice in a night once.. Got sick of them very fast. I think it was my body getting out of its old cycles of producing so much sperm cause of my bad habits. After what i think is 2 months i flatlined hard for a month (still had wet dreams though). And after that ended i started waking up with erections frequently and my attraction for girls i stronger then ever. I can easily get an erection just fantising which i have to learn to control more since I've rarely had this cause i PMOed most my teen life. My HOCD is still present but not nearly as strong. I had been smoking weed a lot lately and got too high and it spiked it, but it's whatever life goes on and I'll get rid of it soon. The reboot is honestly so worth it, i left out lots of details and if you have any questions comment below and I'll be happy to answer.

    A new challenge awaits of now accutane which can be 3-6 months to rid myself of that now so wish me luck! I love checking up on this site and always will!
     
  2. Big Lebowski

    Big Lebowski Member

    grats man
     
  3. beatsmode31

    beatsmode31 Member

    Congrats chill

    Porn obviously fucks things up big time. The masturbation frequency of young guys must be way higher today than what it was before porn. Two three times a day is not normal at that age.
     
  4. BadOnion

    BadOnion New Member

    it was normal for me at that age during the 70s and all I had was my dad's magazine stash
     
  5. Chill

    Chill New Member

    Porn obviously fucks things up big time. The masturbation frequency of young guys must be way higher today than what it was before porn. Two three times a day is not normal at that age.
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    Its not normal but everyone made it seem normal ya know, i also have an addictive personality if that makes more sense too
     

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