Been free of porn over 9 months now with 2 relapses to porn during that time, masturbating several times without porn and quite a few wet dreams. Right now i'm in a 34 day hard mode streak and I feel pretty good. My goal right now is to have sex with a female to see if all this time without porn has payed off. I go out quite alot to nightclubs and bars but haven't yet had the opportunity present itself to get laid which is starting to frustrate me somewhat. All my sexual encounters up to this point have been flops to the point where I am reluctant to have sex also I still get shy around attractive women even though things have improved since I've quit porn. Not really sure what to do seems like recovery is taking forever things have definitely improved as I am going out alot more. Definitely feel more horny too, but I swear I need to get laid soon or my balls are going to explode !!!