Back to try again after two years

Discussion in 'Ages 20-24' started by CJJackson, Dec 20, 2017.

  1. CJJackson

    CJJackson Active Member

    3 weeks today, feels more like 3 months haha. Still feeling good been channeling my energy into more productive things.
     
  2. Nuwanda

    Nuwanda Member

    Well done man! Good on you for being so consistent
     
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  3. CJJackson

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    Thanks Nuwanda you’ve been a big help!
     
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  4. CJJackson

    CJJackson Active Member

    Back again looking for some insight. So it’s been 26 days since I last ejaculated. For the past hour I’ve started to experience a sharp pain in my testicles. I’m a little worried. I’m committing myself to NoFap but if this a heath concern then I’d be more worried. Anyone else know what I’m talking about? And what should I do?
     
  5. Nuwanda

    Nuwanda Member

    I have had this as well, but I have never heard about anyone that has ever had health problems because they arent masturbating. You should check out yourbrainonporn.com, it might have some information on it.
     
  6. i had this pain too, it was more like blunt pain than sharp but i remember that this occured beetween 7 and 10 day, smth like that. I fight with it three timesm (i lost the battle two times), it was really hard time for me, maybe the worst cause you know that this pain can be cure only by releasing your life force.

    i've searched the internet that time for more information about it and i found that its just happen and its normal. Its because your testicles are accustomed to produce more semen and that way theres more pressure in them (in simple words, it was longer statement explaining blue balls thing).
     
  7. CJJackson

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    Yeah I actually ended up rubbing one out without porn just masturbated to the thought of a girl I like haha. It actually felt incredible. I don’t have a desire to do it again I think I just needed a release to get back on track. I’m not gonna really consider this a relapse just a minor setback. Thanks for the input I’m sure my body will adjust and I’ll be fine.
     
  8. CJJackson

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    Unfortunately I caved masturbated to foot fetish porn no femdom or anything I guess I got a little too cocky the way I look at it I set myself back a little bit. As long as I don’t binge and get back on track I should be ok.
     
  9. Nuwanda

    Nuwanda Member

    This is an important moment. To completely overcome this, you have to decide for yourself that you will never use pornography again. It is so easy to start the binge once one relapse has happened. You are doing great
     
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  10. CJJackson

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    Thanks man definitely feeling back on track today
     
  11. CJJackson

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    Still feeling good nothing bad to report going back to school soon so I’ll have plenty to occupy myself with. Making progress at the gym too
     
  12. CJJackson

    CJJackson Active Member

    Damn was in bed watching a movie and just saw a hot girl and just whacked it. Well I guess all I can do is get back up not gonna binge still making progress only 2 PMOs in the past month compared to multiple times per day before that.
     
  13. Nuwanda

    Nuwanda Member

    Thats great progress man. Don't be let down, just keep having low numbers and you will succeed
     
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  14. CJJackson

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    Yeah I’m not getting discouraged. I just have to work on combatting urges a little better.
     
  15. CJJackson

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    Still feeling good. Just moved back to school can’t believe it’s my last semester. Been feeling a little anxious lately but I’m confident I can overcome this
     
  16. CJJackson

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    Just relapsed again. Went almost 8 days this time. The last two relapses I rationalized it in my head. I need to get out of this 7-10 day loop. It’s progress I guess. After I came I realized that I really didn’t need to do it in the first place. Anyway still progressing I started the journey again on December 20th. Since then I have watched porn 3 times. Can’t get cocky and slip back into bad habits. Gonna continue to take it one day at a time and try my best to break this loop.
     
  17. CJJackson

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    Tough stretch but I will overcome it I’ve learned a lot the past 6 weeks. Just can’t get to ahead of myself. I’m still winning this fight.
     
  18. CJJackson

    CJJackson Active Member

    Feeling good not many urges lately wanna really committ this time and not look back
     
  19. CJJackson

    CJJackson Active Member

    Ok so I’m looking for some feedback on my progress so far. I had a 26 day streak from December 21st to around Mid January. Since then I PMO’d three times with anywhere from 5-10 days in between. I’m currently riding a 10 day streak of no porn with only one MO a few days ago. I wanna be rid of P and M for life I just wanna know how some of you experienced guys think I’m doing and any more advice
     
  20. CJJackson

    CJJackson Active Member

    Still feeling good keeping up the fight
     

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