Hey guys. Hope you don't mind but I'm starting a new journal/thread. I kinda feel, even if just for my own benefit, that I need a fresh start. When I first joined YBR, several years ago, I was surfing on a 90 day streak and it was kinda easy to join the community feeling a little bit proud of myself... This time, frankly, I have no streak to speak of (2 hours maybe?). I've known that I needed to reconnect with you all for quite a while but the old enemies (shame and denial) kept me away - and consequently I have got nowhere. So here I am. I'm a porn addict. I need this community to help me re-wire and live clean again. Thanks for still being here and sorry that I wandered off in the first place... Next time I might unpack things a bit but at the moment, every time I try, it just feels like I'm justifying things so probably best to leave alone for now.