Mild trigger. Organizational stuff. Made a mess, now I have clean it up. Close to M ing. Turned around. Forms and paperwork used to give me le fog cranial deluxe. Got a bit better. Need to sort it out. I know I need to do it anyway, procrastinated it. Now I have to face it. Knew that time would come. Knew I had to change this avoiding behaviour, as it is only dragging me down. Not easy, out of comfort zone. Nothing left but to face it. Ew. At least its a situation to learn from. Look at my emotional reactions. Look at how they have changed. Acknowledge that this is a problem, but one I can solve, if I just do all the necessary steps. Breathe.