MO'd today. Not super happy about it, but it wasn't horrible either. Has been two weeks since I last watched porn. The stuff I fantasize about has changed a bit, not necessarily in the last two weeks, but in general. Starting a new job next week, excited about that. Have been unemployed for ab it longer than was strictly necessary. Had two offers to choose from, took the shorter, less paid but skill-wise really interesting gig. Could've done the other job easily, but I want to develop my skillset and not be bored at work. Regarding getting away from porn and compulsive wanking, I'm kinda very positive working full time will help a lot. So much less time to worry about, and less unfocused energy and all that. Switching from zero to full time will be hefty, I think, but thats okay. Also, money has been short and the next month will be one heck of an austerity tango while working all the time, but thats my bed, I made it, I go lie in it. Strategically I have come to a better position by far, and the last few month were quite necessary for me to wrap my head around this whole topic of addiction and crutches and all of that. I'm happy I had good results without too much pain. EDs gone for a while, I feel closer to everything emotionally and experience less distraction and negativity in general. There's more of that where that came from still. But hey, count your blessings.