...at least we can joke about it now, what do I know

Discussion in 'Ages 30-39' started by dark red drifter vessel, Sep 8, 2017.

  1. dark red drifter vessel

    dark red drifter vessel Active Member

    I've heard it from many guys before here, but weekends are the killer. Pretty much ruined mine starting with getting drunk on thursdays night and never really getting over the hangover till yesterday night, doing lots of dumb stuff from then on.

    Moods been in the shitter since. Should cross the beers and whatnot from the list, my. Cannot do this. Can't. Sposed to be fun but its shit. Well hello, obvious epiphany number 427.

    Ach ja.
  2. dark red drifter vessel

    dark red drifter vessel Active Member

    Hah. Wrestling with it, some many bad ideas in my head. Be still mind, cold water, let go. Forgive. Breathe.
  3. Thelongwayhome27

    Thelongwayhome27 Well-Known Member

    Hey, yeah that's tough. I think sometimes drinking and/or drugs can do a lot more harm to our lives then we realize. When it comes to trying to get just a bit of control of my sexual urges, if I am out of control with drinking or drugs (mostly it was weed for me), I don't stand a lot of chances (if any?). Trying to beat (or get a handle on) a kind of sex/porn addiction is pretty difficult, so I think it's important to have a good basis to work from. Some healthy habits.

    I had some increasingly bad alcohol hangovers. Those emotional hangovers and anxiety hangovers. They were really bad. And I think the drinking, the smoking up, it's closely linked with the cravings for the sexual rush. It's all linked up... Still hard to control the sexual cravings even sober, but if not, it's that much harder to find the way out.

    I think it's cool that you're here trying to find your footing though and I hope you feel better.
  4. dark red drifter vessel

    dark red drifter vessel Active Member

    Ya, thats true. Managed this weekend better, not that I didn't drink at all, but more in moderation. Better.

    Have been no O for a week now, which is nice and it has been a while I got this far. Bit of insomnia last night, annoying, but some things you'll just have to weather. Onwards, grumpy but on the move. Good.
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