I have a hobby. Sometimes I imagine what I am going to regret having lost in the future. Well. These days this hobby has suffered. Can't get it up, you know. No reason to predict future regrets if I have a problem so clear and evident. (Well, evident in absence, on the run, in effigie, so to speak.) Send a fella googling shit. So I found people talking about all this no masturbations pied or pide or whathave you and I was like... Oh. Oh fuck. Is swearing okay here? This topic makes me feel like swearing, to be honest. So very much. Here's hoping! I heard of this stuff before. But sometimes I need to see, hear, read stuff lotsa a times before it kind of ...klicks and my brain-thing (whats left of it, in what state it's in anyway) flares up with epiphany. Wonderful word, that. So here I am finally having figured out why and how my dick is no longer available. Hey everyone! I've made it without PMO (or MO) for seven days come tomorrow on my own. Valiant effort! Almost a week! And today morning Sister Lethargy, aka depression, hit me like a broadside from a battlecruiser. I'm not new in the depression handling business, no sir, but I know the challenge just got real. So I figured I might start yelling at the screen in textual form here. Have had no serious cravings so far, and if they going to come, let them. Can't be that much harder than smoking, can't it? I hope? I have no clue, I'm new to this. (I suppose there was a time I haven't wanked for longer than a week, curse me if I know. When I was ten maybe?) Porn was bad for me, that much is clear, but I've always been a wanker. Guess that's behind me and I'm pretty sure it gets worse before it gets better but I think I'll somehow manage through this. Watch how I soar, I guess? Kind of expecting hang-ups. Rolling out a red carpet and putting up a mini bar for them I am. Lull em in with a false sense of security. This will be fun fun fun! XD tl; dr I am new here, hey everybody!