Another 10+ day streak

Discussion in 'Pornography Addiction' started by MoneyMike34, Feb 8, 2014.

  1. MoneyMike34

    MoneyMike34 Guest

    13 days no PMO and I have ZERO desire to watch porn. I'm feeling good the last steak I did before this was 23 then I MADE myself relapse. I didn't even want to but I pretty much made myself believe I missed porn. I feel so good though I'm so happy I feel like I'm in complete control of this
  2. UsernameTaken

    UsernameTaken New Member

    dude i know you are doing good now but please don't be overconfident/ be humble and respect that its still an addiction. otherwise you will end up back to square 1 . i learned this the hard way even after reaching 68 days. there are good days and there are bad days . just my 2 cents
  3. MoneyMike34

    MoneyMike34 Guest

    It's not possible to be back to square one unless we allow it to happen.
  4. BruceWayne

    BruceWayne Building the life I want, day by day...

    Listen to this man's words. I was in the same situation as you. Went 30 days with one relapse right in the middle, things were looking up then I relapsed a couple times there afterwards because I thought porn wasn't affecting me as much as I thought it was. I then fell back into my addiction and it took me a whole year to get back on track. Do no take this lightly or it will eat you alive. Also remember, this is more than just abstaining, its recovering.

    Having said that though, good work on avoiding pmo, a lot of people are happy to just make it a week
  5. MoneyMike34

    MoneyMike34 Guest

    How did that happen?
  6. picats3141

    picats3141 Active Member

    The bigger they are, the harder they fall. UT is right.
  7. ted93704

    ted93704 Keep Your Heads Up!

    this is great for your confidence mate...just remember that no matter what to keep going..even if you mess up, its ok..that 10 days will give all kinds of gains to your tip and pretty soon you'll be cured
  8. MoneyMike34

    MoneyMike34 Guest

    Thanks everybody for the words. I gotta stay focused
  9. MoneyMike34

    MoneyMike34 Guest

    20 days no PMO just checking in. Don't really like to come here often. Feeling good no desire for porn at all
  10. Joepistone

    Joepistone New Member

    Good job, just over a week here and no real desire so far, but the last time I relapsed I went on a crazy binge PMOing 3x a day for hours. I felt so drained de-energized, anxious and depressed after it was horrible!
  11. MoneyMike34

    MoneyMike34 Guest

    Had bad withdrawal symptoms the past week. First time Ive had them actually. Headache, depression, anxiety, wanting to just die. it was awful. I think they're gone for now. I hope they dont come back like that. anyway 40 days no PMO now. Smashing my old record of 23 days. feel good about that

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