I have been on this forum about 3 years ago and i left. I am 40years old , married with 2 kids. I have been on and off porn since 2007. I am a christian and sometimes i wonder if i am still a born again but i try to comfort myself with the knowledge that ...NO MATTER HOW DEEP IN SIN WE MIGHT BE, GOD'S HANDS IS NEVER TOO SHORT TO SAVE US. HE WILL ALWAYS ACCEPT AND FORGIVE US ANYTIME WE ASK FOR FORGIVENESS. I only masturbate and watch porn maybe once in 3 weeks or once in 4weeks. it depends on how the relationship is with my wife at the moment. Before i was masturbating at will, but later on i masturbated when i am out of cash or when i am so depressed or whenever i have quarrel with my wife. i have read and watched many stories of pple that are really chronic addicts to porn watching porn and masturbating 2 or 3 times daily every day....or atleast 3 to 4 times every week...but i am not like that. it happens to me or i watch porn and masturbate maybe once or twice in a month and sometimes maybe once in 3 months. but really this has been going on for more than 13yrs now. so am i really addicted to porn and masturbating?