As the title says I'm almost 2 years free of pmo and the entire journey has been the same - feeling flatlined with little sexual desire for a few weeks then suddenly I can get aroused pretty easily for a few days? It has been this cycle since I quit pmo almost 2 years ago with no light at the end if the tunnel I'm currently in a relationship and have been since the start but this constant fluctuation in libido is really starting too take an effect of me and my relationship. Too explain further I feel like for maybe 2 weeks straight that I have very little desire for sex or anything sexual then I'll suddenly wake up one day feeling more sexual - not really horny like I felt when I done pmo but just able too get an erection much easier and maintain it much better. During these times (which last between 1 and 3 days MAX apart from a few occasions I will explain in a minute) I've had some great sex where I can stay hard for like 20 to 30 minutes but when I feel flatlined it will literally be 80% max then go soft after a few seconds. I've experimented with not orgasming for long periods which seem too prolong the period in which I feel more aroused like if I don't orgasm during sex I can just about push the higher libido too about 6 or 7 days before it drops back into oblivion. I've tried pelvic floor exercises even reverse kegels to relax the pelvic floor, I feel like I've tried everything yet the same thing always happens - my libido drops off the face of the earth. What's worse is these days the periods between my libido coming somewhat back are getting longer for example right now I'm about a month in without it coming back and I'm just starting too really lose hope I've had blood work done and everything, testosterone is fine. Please - some long time rebooters can you reach out and comment because I'm honestly becoming hopeless and reading people celebrating 20 days on nofap and being cured is just getting me down at this point. I'm a fan of people like guts because his recovery seemed like mine where he would feel great and recovered then bam just back too square 1. I wouldn't feel so down if it was like I saw some sort of upward trend but it's just the same pattern for almost 2 years and this recent stint is actually the longest.