hello everyone First of all, sorry for my bad English, I write from a translator, I am from Spain and my level of English is basic. I have decided to create a diary because I feel that it is time to leave my addiction to porn behind. I've been trying in some way for 20 years or more less, now I'm 35, I'm from 1987. My addiction is serious, I've seen all kinds of legal porn, I've had edging sessions of several hours, I've needed to use viagra, I've been to about 130 prostitutes, I don't have a job and I live with my parents. My health is good and I don't have any extra addiction, I play sports, I have higher education and I left behind my group of friends, now I don't have any friends or girlfriend. December I have achieved several streaks of 21 hardmode days, the last one was from June 24, but last Friday I fell with a video and escort ads at night, in the afternoon I went to an escort, and on Sunday I bingeed for 3 hours where I saw all kinds of Porn, including trans, which is a fetish since I've tried it in reality and I don't like it, but that's how this addiction works. Now I will do 3 days hardmode in a few hours and I plan to continue like this for a minimum of 100 days to return in a more controlled way, we'll see If with fap or just sex, I'll try. I think that as a presentation it was enough XD, I'm going to use this diary to share my experiences and thoughts, it's a way to commit myself that this is the definitive one. Thank you very much to all.