What happened, why it changed? And how did your friends, counselor and even those acquanitances react to this? Positive or negative? And by positive I mean that they don't immediately go talk shit to people about you when you're gone? Because most people are polite when you tell them about your problems ( this mostly relates to those acquanitances ) but when you're not around... Not trying to be negative, just realistic. Strong and inspirational points man! The road is long, longer than we thought but giving up is not an option. This!