Not going away but ain't gonna happen! That's final! If she wants to get pregnant it ain't gonna be me! I am not open about this !
Have a dinner out tonite. Heather buying me dinner at the organic restaurant. Jamie with Her grandma. Suspect Heather wants to apologize for "bugging " me about pregnancy. We will see.
I have deleted some posts as I dont think y"all would be interested, just some personal situations. The forum is boring me time to back off I think. Some are really concerned with getting better but most really dont care and have no real intention of getting better. Pmo is just too hard to give up! Really ? So before I get angry and disrespectful ---' see ya !
There is no Heather& Nicole triangle, not for me anyway. Heather is very happy Nicole is here and Nicole will help immensely with the party. If not , so what she and Heather love being around each other and I didnt plan party needing help-- part of the enjoyment for me is the setup and the cooking. I love to cook for a crowd.
I have a problem here now! I went to massage therapy school years ago. I have a state license. I did this as I said years ago when I wasnt sure I would stay with current job. Heather asked me to give her sister a total body massage with a happy ending! WTF! I didnt answer her just looked at her and left the porch! She knows I am pissed so wont engage me in conversation ! I am really pissed! If I "come on"to her sister at all she will go wild since she is so attracted to me. You know " white guys" arent supposed to know how to dance and have brown skin and blue eyes !!!! Wtf! She wants me to fuck her--I will give her something to worry about !! Her sister is smoking hot and shes a millionairess ! Heather better not fuck with me!!!!
I went to bed early before Heather. She came in bedroom and asked me if she could sleep next to me. Yes, Heather wtf ! This bed is as much yours as mine! We have a disagreement does that mean we start acting like assholes? Teary eyed she asked me if I wanted to talk about it ? I said no, I want to calm down tomorrow baby ! I think I know why she said what she did!
I was correct. Caribbean people see sex differently than us citizens of the mainland. Heather dosent see me having a affair with her sister as such a big deal. Caribbean women are more secure about their relationships with their men. It is really a lot more sane than what we believe. Heather sees it as " Nicole is very sexy and she attracted to my man. So they make love and she cums and is sexually satisfied. My man gets to have some strange pussy that's very hot. Hes not going to leave me because I sexually take care of him. I guess my anger subsided and I really understand. Besides if I relax she will want to suck me ! Plus she just wants Nicole to be happy and have a wonderful vacation. I just want a bj either from Heather or Nicole ! Think it will be Nicole? Hmm I dont think so !
This has been a very educating experience for me. Looking at things from other peoples views can be intimidating but as long as you dont adopt the " they are immoral or they are crazy" and you think about it maybe it makes sense. Like Heather said to me " do you love me ?" Yes-- I love you too so whats the problem- now if you wanted her over me all the time that's different. American women think they can hold a man by giving him pussy that dosent work so why make yourself unhappy?" There are many beautiful women in the world. You are a professional dancer, have a dark complexion and have those unbelievably sexy blue eyes and you have a big dick!! Hahaha! she laughed! I knew women would be after you but that didnt stop me ---if it would have ---- it means Iam afraid I want a man I can be sure I can hold. Look what I would have missed. Its definitely a approach that's different but at the same time sensible. Iam lucky Heather and Nicole are both extremely sexy and like Caribbean women believe they need to take care of their men sexually, it's their job and they want too !
In that case, go ahead and fuck Nicole. Will Heather watch or participate or will she be in the other room?
Why are you trying to get me in BIG TROUBLE ? Maybe I dont want to ?Noone has asked Nicole what she wants! No I dont think Heather wants to watch if that were to happen. Why dont you come to party and see if you can work on Nicole! When you see her you will get weak knees. You said you like big tits yup-- and that ass -- and long legs-- and long hair- and a beautiful face with pouty lips ! Aah Heather's the same 1" shorter and tits just a bit smaller and I mean a bit and both with huge nipples! Good luck!!!!!and dont forget Nicoles a millionairess ! SIR WILD BILL!
