Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by Bobo, Oct 5, 2017.
" A man only has so much knowledge as he puts to work."
St.Francis of Assisi
Went to veterans cemetery this am. Heather wanted to go with me. I bring 12 potted plants every year. I plant them in a area set aside for that. It's most beautiful, 1 acre of plants veterans bring and plant. They (the cemetary ) then tend them, water, fertilizer etc the coming year. Heather brought flowers for my platoon commanders grave. I didn't tell her to bring the flowers she just did, how she knew I dont know. I know I cry out in my sleep as I refight the battles in the war that must be how she knows. When I knelt at his grave I guess I had tears in my eyes. Heather started crying silently, I apologized to her for the emotional display. She said " now I understand why you love them and one of the reasons I love you and it makes me love them too."
We left to go home and have a barbeque and drinks with her parents and Jamie. My heart is sad as it is every year on this day.
Boring day at work. My boss whining because I want to leave ------transfer. I like him, I just gotta do what's best for me. He understands. He asked me today since he met Heather the other day if she was good in bed ! Hahaha! I said because I wanted to drive him butt crazy " well ya know what they say about black girls-- they love to fuck and suck white guys and so if you're a white guy lookout !" He just turned pale. I walked out of his office. He yelled after me " you bastard!" Hahaha! Later he said to me " lord what a body", " you aught to see her strip when she dances I said!" He almost passed out and his wife is very pretty and a sexy lookin' woman. Hahaha! To be truthful I will miss him if assholes approve transfer. The verbal banter helped day move along. I am eating 1x a day now and no processed food, fried foods, oils, grains or meat, ah pussy excepted! The lack of digestion gives body 70% more energy according to Chinese philosophy. Its working and according to the ancient taoists the energy and life force accumulation is never ending. The small deficits I have from the stroke I had years ago are disappearing slowly because the lack of digestion allows the body to work on other things. Interesting isn't it how western medicine ignores this concept and its 4000 years old. For some reason pmo on my mind today wondering why I ever did it? All the usual reasons but still its weird!
" That I may not be consoled as much as to console, to not be understood as to understand, to not be loved as to love."
St. Francis of Assisi
I have done intermittent fasting for a while and noticed how healthy and energetic I felt. They say that when not digesting the body can really get rid of old cells and other waste. Maybe I should pick that up again as well.
Going on vacation next week for a while. So I dont know if I will be able to communicate with y'all. I stopped at Heather's work today and took her to lunch for a reason. Haha watch this one !
I said I am going on vacation next week. She just looked at me and said I hope you have a good time. She asked me where I was going if anywhere. I said Caribbean. Her eyes got wide, remember shes from Barbados. Well she said you will have a good time and looked down and then sighed and smiled at me. I said I wonder if Caribbean people will like me? She chuckled and said yes and women will all want to fuck you especially when they see you can dance. I smiled.
Then I said think I will go to Barbados, do you and Jamie wanna go ? She just looked at me ! I said well dammit do you wanna go with me! She started to tear up! Well dammit Heather? Yes she said and reached over table and kissed me! Omg she said the tickets and reservations. I reached in back pocket and waved tickets at her. She said " You bastard !" One promise Heather, that you dont get pregnant!" I think I said it to loud because lady at next table started to laugh and Heather looked at her and grinned and raised her eyebrows and they both cracked up. She leaned over table and whispered that she was so excited. She started the omg I have so much to do then I said we leave Tuesday
She freaked out ! HAHAHA! Her boss will be ok with it and Jamie can get out of school for the summer one week early she just called me. I have to shop my mom is gonna help me shop shop shop! Women! Big change in my life lately. Vacation will be good for me. Heather called me back and asked if I would take her shopping I said ok and she said I want you to see the really sexy lingerie I am going to buy. The shopping night is going to be for you. Then the next 3 days for me and Jamie. She asked me how long we gonna stay, I said maybe a month. She gasped! Can't promise you then I won't get pregnant. She laughed a month in the Caribbean sun and dancing and sex every nite-- omg.? Haha! Think she's excited? Yup I think so. I've been planning this for a long time and saving for it too. When we get back I am gonna start moving. Neighbor is gonna look out for house while we are gone. Gonna have to pick up some nice presents for them in Barbados. People out there seem to be very friendly at least the neighbors are. Boss came in my office before I left work and said you look tired. I said probably because Heather wanted to fuck and I could not get her to go to sleep all nite she just wanted to fuck over and over in every position possible! He went " you bastard I hate you asshole!" Hahaha! I really wanted to pump him up! Haha Haha! So funny !Hahahaha!I need to calm down. When I left work a few hours ago I said to him " damm I hope she let's me sleep after she gives me a bj tonite?"Hahaha! He went " I am gonna shoot you then he laughed and said " Nicole asked me what got into me because I wanted to screw her to death last nite!" Hahaha!
Heather came in door at like 1am last nite, shopping in Miami. Came to my house then left at 7am to go home and back shopping with Jamie and mom. .
Said her and mom stopped and had ice cream and girl talk for a bit. She was very loving last nite, well honestly she always is. Lots to do today. Made arrangements to have chickens and birds taken care of and other things -- blah blah.
Dancing gig tonite at new club. Busy day today.
Thankfully new dancing gig ended early tonite like 11:30. I didn't commit until july 10 before since I was planning vacay even back then just didnt tell Heather. Tonite was basically just a try out. Heather made a big hit men were just drooling. She wore black leotards that shows that "out of this world" ass with heels and a sleeveless white off the shoulder blouse that accentuated her boobs. I even told her she looked especially " hot" tonite. She whispered in my ear "lets go home early and make love." Another busy day tomorrow, maybe " punani " tonite? Gonna leave club in a short while when Heather finishes talking with these women. To be honest I am tired been a long day. Hope she hurries up meanwhile think I will have a beer.
Got home last nite and we both fell asleep. We were both tired as hell from a long day. Woke up this am and I made breakfast for both of us as Heather slept. Haha! In she came to kitchen, took me by hand back to bed and wanted to make love. So nice, missed that for alot of years in a sexless marriage. So, after love making, showers together, dressing and breakfast she left to go back shopping and I got on with my day--- still much to do. Haha! Got a really lewd text with a picture--WOW!-- good thing shes not here cause I would get nothing done except fucking ! Hahaha! Quite a lady! That's what one finds when you give up pmo. You will find a female or yours will suddenly become sexually interested ! Giving up pmo changes the road you are on, and you attract like people, suddenly sex becomes what it should be not the shallow thing you have now. Time to shut up and get busy---- later.
I guess you had more (good) sex with Heather in the few last months than with your former wife during decades ! It's almost never too late, thank you @Bobo for giving me so much hope, I'm sincerely very happy for you
Thx Outsider! Much appreciated-- marriage mantra with Jennifer got twisted and I let her decide what the tempo of the marriage would be. Mr.Nice Guy! No more! Mr. Mean Sonafabitch! Haha! No just different than I used to be.
Well done. Leaving in am. I don't know if I will be able to communicate with y'all for the next few weeks while I am on vacation. Be thinking of y'all. I am going to try. If I can't maybe I can look in if not y'all take care and kick pmo's ass! Later! Heather losing her mind trying to get ready, I told her all she needs is a bikini and lots of birth control pills ! I wont tell y'all what she told me -- very very nasty!
Enjoy your holidays!
" While you are proclaiming peace with your lips be careful you have it abundantly in your heart."
St.Francis of Assisi
Well, internet working here in Barbados. Whew ,was a shitty flight, bad seats etc. Went out for dinner tonite wow, what beautiful women! Heather went "NO DUDE!" Hahaha! Country is quite beautiful. Going to visit family in am and Jamie going to her aunts. Heather just glowing !She said no man ever asked me to go on a vacation with him he just wanted me to fuck him! Well I asked you because you improve my image when you are on my arm ! Oh no dude it's because I want to make love all the time! Ha Haha! Should be a month of fun and much happiness! Hopefully, I will be able to talk to you guys tomorrow.
I was worried you wouldn't be posting here for a while- now i see this is going to be a very entertaining chapter in your journal! *Following*
The porno here in the Caribbean is interesting. Its not like America, women and men use it together sometines in their lovemaking but piv is always the result and is always the aim. It apparently is never a either or situation like America where one uses it, usually men because the piv sex is not available or not satisfying. If the sex is not satisfying in the Caribbean you get a different pussy and the women know that. A really interesting alternate view of porno. From what I can see there us so much pussy you dont need porno for sure . Food for thought---
For some reason my posts are being deleted. I posted a few the last few days and they are disappearing. Maybe has something to do with being in Barbados. Don't even know if y'all will see this. Visited Heather's sister Nicole who is loving having Jamie. She wants to take Jamie to St. Ann's this week and Jamie wants to go " the hell with mommy!" Hahaha! Nicole seems to be a carbon copy of Heather. Same equisite personality and maniac body except bigger boobs and Heather's are not small by any means or description, you would call them huge. Big boobs girls get that from mom (Paula.) Nicole is 3 years older than Heather.
Yeah i noticed a couple of your posts went missing. They do get seen, but 24 hours later they're gone. Weird.
Sounds like you're having a great time. Bit of a minefield though when your woman's sister is as hot as she sounds.
Yes NM its very weird ! Oh well just glad can post.
Auntie Nicole! Yes smoking hot ! Came out in bikini to go in her pool when we were there yesterday! I had to look away Heather was watching me ! I am very pleased with Heather but Nicole is definite competition, has a body like Heather only boobs a bit bigger. Last nite in bed Heather said to me did I think Nicole's body was sexy and so forth. I said yes and if I didn't have her I would be interested in Nicole if she was interested in me. That's the truth. Heather said since your "my man "she wont do anything if you weren't mine she told me she would fuck you to death! Where were these women when I was a young man? Know what the answer is here ?---- PMO! SAD ISNT IT ? They are very close.When you danced with her last nite she said her pants were wet! Sisters good grief! What a 2 some they would make! Nicole is very sweet and likeable !
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