All, I've been around for a very long time. I have a bad MO addiction, and I'm convinced that many problems in my life (heavy drinking, anxiety, depression, lack of confidence with women, and of course ED and low libido) can be traced back to the MO habit. I used to blame Accutane, but after thinking about this deeply for literally decades, I am now pretty convinced that it's my solo habits. LION and Troychambers44 posts in particular helped me come to this conclusion. There are many others on here that have helped me as well. One thing I've learned is that when you begin rebooting, something very stressful is bound to occur in your life. Prepare for that. So here goes: I'm almost 40, and I intend to never MO again. I will abstain from alcohol for a month, and then limit myself after that. I will check back in periodically for accountability.