Thanks, @positivef. Totally agree. Update: I don't like this at all. I feel like relapse is just around the corner. It's taking more and more to resist this each day. I'm trying. But what if I'm weak one day and I just slip. I don't like these close calls. It's too much of a risk. I know I still have my last line of defense, the website blockers but I don't want to get there. Few days ago, I was about to check P and I had totally forgotten about the website blockers I have. I ended up not even trying or even picking up the phone in the first place. Next day, I thought about it and thought that I'd have hated it if I had done it, then I remembered all about the website blockers I had installed. I'm glad I'm not relying on them, but now I feel good knowing they're there. Onward and Upward.