No matter they're length my streaks that felt the healthiest where the ones where I was more detached from counting. The ones where I got far but I was quite obsessed on the number I was on and also putting a lot of pressure on myself about not relapsing felt less healthy and ended in what I call "explosive relapses" (kind of like an elastic you pull really hard on one side and then you let it go). I'm not saying this is how it goes for everyone, but I think for me it's a valid point. Right now I'm considering allowing myself MO but to get on a streak of no P - but to not focus a lot on the day I'm on. But not to the extent that I'll use that as justification for going for a P session. If someone can stay stable without MO, then more power to him ! This being said, you're doing great man keep going ! I'm happy you're finding a way that works for you. I hope you're growing as a person right now.