I've been experiencing what Matt Groening might call "unfocussed horniness". I'm happy with where my wife and I are, our sex life isn't in a bad place. But having cut down on P and my old fetish over the last months I have a vague hankering that is with me about 40% of the time... keep getting drawn back to it, like my brain wants me to pull on the loose thread of my old fetish. I haven't acted on it. I just don't want it to crowd out my thought life too much. There is plenty which life is throwing at me that I need to focus on instead. I haven't been getting quite enough rest lately, I'm sure this is a factor. I track how many "blocks" in a week I rest, and the last three weeks have been a bit low. (I divide my week into 21 blocks - morning, afternoon, evening. I shoot for at least 7 rest blocks in a week and have been averaging under 6.) So I am also taking it easier this week and not pushing myself too hard to crank out extra work. I also started some private journalling yesterday after not doing it for a while, focussing on great reasons not to go along with the vague urges. The journalling is both helpful and enjoyable. That's it for now, back to the grind so I can rest properly later.