Hello All, i have missed you all and your inspiration. Decided to start a new thread as i want to feel that although my last attempts are still part of my overcoming this addiction, i need to feel renewed. Why did my last attempt go wrong? To be honest i don't know. like smoking, which i also need to quit, there are no positives in continuing my habits. only negatives. but their pull seems so great. the pull that fucks up your life. it doesn't make sense. Anyway. it feels great to be back with you. i hope to attain the heights of several helpful posters. I thought by now i would be out of this fog. I guess something which has been a part of most of your life takes a while to be rid of.