Ok guys, just a quick post because I have to go to eat some lunch. I have to admit a relapse. Shit happens. But I saw it coming. The last weeks I had no discipline at all, I procrastinated on my life so to speak. And then shit like this happens. I should see that as a warning and as a starting point. It's not the end of something but it's the start. It's time to regain focus now. Focus on all the things that are good for me and that I didn't do the last 3-4 weeks. That's the only thing I can do to get something positive out of it. I don't start tomorrow or next week, I start right now. Life doesn't wait just because I am not motivated.