I didn't make it through the weekend clean. At the party my social anxiety was fluctuating, from pretty high to basically non-existent to pretty high again. All within 7 hours. Some very annoying, drunk, dumb, not that attractive, 40-something year old neighbor of my sister (who wasn't even invited I think) hit on me in a way that would've been close to sexual harassment if it had the other way around. I was too shy to hit on a normal woman of course. New attempt, one day at a time.