Hi Guys, Its been quite some time. A good six months. I am back to day one. It feels good just to say it. I had almost 4 months, until the end of March when I was on vacation in California. I didn't realize how good I had it. More energy, focused, clear minded. Some of my minor demons got me though..being a 36yr old single guy, not having a solid careerpath set, stress, and of course, wanting that "jolt." But chasing that "jolt" put me in a badddd spot. Going to prostitutes and massage parlors(I didnt use them, just went there and would then leave.) Harrassing girls online, places like facebook, friends of friends. And, living on dating apps. Sexting. Texting from a fake phone # as a different guy. I think these stories could go on forever for all of us..basically its just the disease coming out in different forms. So, I look forward to getting sober again. This won't be easy, but it will damn sure be worth it. My glimpse of serenity in the past showed me that. Comments and support always welcome. Thank you.