A new beginning,.....again, and again...

Discussion in 'Ages 40+' started by Deleted User, Feb 23, 2019.

  1. eqmindcomp

    eqmindcomp Member

    Vacations are also a good time to get on the program....this PMO is something fierce, monkey that just wont stay off your back
     
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  2. Deleted User

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    Have had sneak peek lately at different porn sites ( PMO-P=no MO at day 46 ) Having some financial issues hanging over head, if I'm looking for excuse, which I shouldn't. From this day going forward, I have set my boundaries at no P and no MO resulting from it; which of course brings me back to no PMO period. I think (know) my addictive voice was (is) playing it's hollow mind games w/me and I'm more than willing to go along for the ride..It's really quite simple in concept, but extremely hard to follow- no PMO period, over and out...Everyone- keep on fighting the good fight !
     
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  3. Deleted User

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    Been a couple a couple of miserable months away from forum for me. Relapsed several times....what more can I say..but I'm back today, that's all I can do right now. Will regroup and see exactly where I am and where I go from here ? Glad that YBR hasn't disappeared into cyberspace, though that might be a fitting kick in the ass for yours truly.
     
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  4. occams_razor

    occams_razor Well-Known Member

    Welcome back!

     
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  5. Deleted User

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    Thx OR, appreciate the encouragement.
     
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  6. Deleted User

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    haven't acted out- but not being " honest " either...have been edging on/off last 2 days. going thru the motions like the " walking dead "...it's like it's the only thing I know how to do..at times I think I'm actually bored with the whole charade of the pmo dance...go figure. compared to other times like now- I'm not as nervously anxious, I just feel empty & listless...I guess in the end, this is better as opposed to a full frontal relapse ? (which I can't rule out entirely)..
     

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