I see some positives in what you wrote. You're right, it has not been all doom and gloom. I have been out of the dating scene a long, long, time, but I think we must just enjoy what's in front of us, without any expectations. I think her telling you that she didn't want sex could actually be a good thing. She might be tired of the one-night stands and saw you at someone who would respect her. We can never know what's going on in someone else's head. Are you working out these days?