I continue to make progress on my home project. Drywall work requires a certain zen like approach. If you are not a professional you have to get your head in the right place. Start by watching a million YouTube videos on the subject. Rehearse the work in your mind countless times before you even open the tub of joint compound or touch the spackle knife. Then there is the moment of truth, you stand there in front of the drywall with the joint compound on the hawk and pray you don’t screw up. My libido has been up and down, mostly down. Over the past week there were only a couple times where I felt anything that resembled a libido and it only lasts for a very short period of time. It’s funny but when it happens I find myself getting all psyched up. I think to myself “this is great, I’m cured”. Of course the reality is it’s gone in less than an hour. The other night I did have a dream about a girl I saw at the gym. She was not the typical gym hottie, she was more of the girl next door type, a little plain but in her own way pretty. There was no sex in the dream just some casual interaction but it was kind of nice and in my mind it was a positive indication. It would be great if the frequency and druration of these kind of things increased.