A Londoner' s journey to a Porn Free life

Discussion in 'Ages 25-29' started by Brit_91_kd, Mar 4, 2018.

  1. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 3 complete

    Feel so miserable. Was out with some friends. Drinking only makes things worse.....
     
  2. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 4 complete
     
  3. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 5 complete

    A lot of Porn thoughts re entering my mind. Doing my best to block it all out.
     
  4. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 6 complete

    Very early days but starting to feel a bit better compared to last week.

    Had a vivid dream of this girl at my work place in a bikini with the hottest body ever....

    Got up feeling pretty fresh as well.
     
  5. Brit_91_kd

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    Day 7 complete

    Had a wet dream which was a first time in a while.

    Though it don't class as a relapse you still feel tired when you get up. I also feel slightly anxious too. Hopefully this feeling will disappear by tomorrow.
     
  6. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Back to 0...
     
  7. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 1 complete. Feel ok tbh.
     
  8. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 2 complete.
     
  9. Achilles12393

    Achilles12393 Member

    Keep going man, I’m right at the same spot as you. It’s achievable. Sobriety is real and achievable.
     
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  10. Brit_91_kd

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    Cheers buddy. Same with your journey too. Not long til I make 3 days.
     
  11. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 3 complete
     
  12. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 4 complete
     
  13. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Day 5 complete.
     
  14. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Just a brief update.

    Managed to go 7 days without no porn, masturbation or orgasm.

    Still feel pretty tired to be honest but ploughing though.

    Glad I got a Kindle as this has helped me to take my mind of sexual thoughts onto focussing on reading more.
     
  15. Brit_91_kd

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    Currently on Day 10

    Feel pretty good. Haven't really had many urges.

    As mentioned above, I have been mainly on my Kindle. I am starting to see that i am reading alot more which is a good sign.

    Feeling positive that I can surpass last year's longest strick which was 14 days!!

    Not once I have peeped on a Porn/ exotic sites, typed in fetishes on YouTube or even looked at model photos on Google/social media etc.

    Only little downside is that so far already I have had 2 wet dreams, however this is a natural process so I guess I just have to plough though it (in which i have already done.)

    It's crazy how reading can take your mind of sexual thoughts!
     
  16. Brit_91_kd

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    Currently on Day 15.

    The last three days I have been getting strong urges however happy to report that I have not caved in.

    I have now surpassed last year's longest streak which was 14 days.

    Had a wet dream last night but was not that tired when I had to wake up for 6am.

    Might be early days but my balls are starting to feel slightly heavier. Yes it is still a long way to go I guess this can only be a good thing.

    Starting to see that my concentration is starting to improve.

    Still reading which as previously mentioned really does wonders for your mind!
     
  17. Brit_91_kd

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    Back to Day 0

    After 22 days. My stupidty takes the better of me.

    In all fairness my overall should of been up to Day 17. In the past week proior to my first relaspe of this year, i had 3 wet dreams which did not help however every two days between, i would "peep" to look at "videos on youtube" which would therefore esclate to looking at porn.

    On reflection, over the last 3 days, i have not been on my Kinlde in comparsion to about 2 weeks ago where i would be constantly reading.

    A bit dissapointed yes but 22 days i guess is somewhat an achievemnt. A target now i need to surpass and sustain throughout this journey.

     
  18. Brit_91_kd

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    Currently on Day 3

    So far so good. No urges.

    I have started to incorporate reading in the morning as soon as I get up as well as before I head to bed as it takes my mind of any forms of sexual stimulation.
     
  19. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Last relapse was today at 3:32pm UK time. Sometimes you really ask yourself if you really got what it takes...
     
  20. Brit_91_kd

    Brit_91_kd Member

    Currently on Day 3.

    Really fatigued. Up at 5:30 come by 1pm I am extremely tired. Last two months have been dreadful which of course explains this feeling.

    Also changing my diet in incorporating more greens and limiting meat, sugar etc which so far is going ok..
     

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