Take a break for a bit. Slacken up and loosen down things for a while. Go get a pizza, a soft drink, play some video games for an hour or so, and take a break from things. Do not interpret this as me being tricky or manipulative with you or me trying to get you to take a step backwards. No. This 'work' you are doing and many of us are posting about on the forum is incredibly sacred and delicate. It is ultra long term but the benefits are this: You get to become the man you wish to be in this world. Take a break, not in the spirit to reward yourself (although yes treat yourself some way also), but in the spirit of you need TIME to integrate all these changes you have made. Your very question, "what do I do now?" Signals clearly that this is what you need to do in some format. Ease up for a bit. Cruise. Let the dust settle. You have built a good foundation, let the cement harden up and solidify now. You cant rush it. Time. Then proceed. If you dont like the idea of pizza and videogames, then do something else. Fishing. Walking. A hike. A long road trip. Camp. Or just deliberately take it easy with life and let things be the same but do not try and change more things now. More change will come. But not now. You have done so much and developed a ton. Good job, now relax for a while. Every farmer knows life works in seasons. Harvesting and planting and then waiting. You are in a delicate waiting season. Do not label this as being lazy or being lost. Nope. You are on the right path. If you are feeling uneasy with things, then you may have an old belief that doesnt permit you to trust the process. Things take time to integrate. Why did Jesus go off to the desert or mountains for 40 days alone? To integrate things and get clear what his next step in life is. Trust yourself and you know yourself better than i do. If there is something you really really want to do then do it. But if nothing strong and direct arises, trust the waiting process. Wait. Have the courage to take down time. Hope this helps for a while. Give it a couple days to a couple weeks and things will shift. Do not doubt this process.