Five days out from my O with my wife and hanging in mood wise. I really like the period between intimacy and getting high libido again. Back when using PMO daily I was high libido 24/7... and not the healthy loving kind with real physical intimacy... just a junkie chasing his next fix. It seems more and more like a dream now... not isolated PMO... but the way I used to chase it and edge for hours and hours. I think the state of edging and hunting for the perfect scene was the real killer in this addiction.